[05 Jun 2006|03:30pm] Whores. post comment

[05 Jun 2006|07:47pm] I've decided what i want and for the last four months i have been kind of a pussy and not making up my mind because i thought if somebody i care about knew, he wouldnt want to spend time with me anymore. I thought that the only way to keep him around was for me to let him hope. But i realize now that I was out of my mind and if he cares about me he will stick around and always be my friend. The only thing that makes me the happiest in this world and my life is Tommy. Life is difficult between us but I think that if you genuinely love somebody it's worthy staying together to work things out. I didn't ever know love. And i am scared, and i don't want to admit it. I'm working on myself a lot and i'm trying to change. I am trying to not be scared. ( happiness ) 3 comments|post comment

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